MAJOR INSOMNIA CORPORAL SLEEP Nick Armbrister and other writers poems

 

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MAJOR INSOMNIA

CORPORAL SLEEP

Nick Armbrister and other writers

Logan Bought A Gun

There are different types of deals

Like trading sex for drugs

A blow job for a joint

A fuck for a pipe of crack

A 69 for opium hemp juice

Just an example of it

 

Done by a girl

She was skint

Couldn’t buy drugs

So paid by sex

 

Yankee Marine boyfriend went mad

Killed the drug sex lover

Almost got away with it

Buried the body too shallow

Found by a hiker

 

Got sent to jail

An 18 stretch no parole

His career over for good

 

It must’ve been love

Loving his drug bitch

More than the Corps

 

His years will endure

Time to think

Sex for drugs

A bad trade

Jail for corps

Bullet for a life

Regrets?

 

 

 

haha

j'aime appelle nick

j'ai douze ans

j'suis angleterre

 

 

 

lol    

i like call nick

I am twelve years old

i am england

 

 

 

Inquisitive

On this at at this time I feel what is missing

It rarely shows itself but does now

Why I don’t know?

The very rare feeling missing is this

 

That I have no family of my own

 

No blood lines to continue my lineage

My parents are dead and I’ve no siblings

Nor do I have and children of my own

 

Not in that very specific regard

 

This last stings and causes me

The melody that visited me now

And in the hours as I lay dozing

 

Wondering how it would be

 

If my life was normal in that ways

With a nice gal the same as me

Who saw the world thru similar eyes

Gave me 6 kids who are my own kind

Or even different that’s fine

 

As half of my blood is in their veins

 

But none of that ever happened

Nor ever will not in this life

Except in my dreams since the 1980s

I never did get it right with gals

Or family matters so it’s a What if?

 

Just like my mythical Royal Air Force career

 

If I could turn the clock back I would

But that’s not possible except in dreams

It’s fine for I accept my life actions and myself

I exist in the Kingdom of Nick and I did good

In all areas in life except the missing one

 

I shed no tears for my alternate history