Tuesday, 16 December 2025

Riga Unruly Teens

 

 

Riga Unruly Teens

Riga was on the bus in the afternoon

She was going home from work

It had been a long day at Casa in Madrid

Doing tricky work on the Eurofighter plane

She had to supervise hole drilling on the port wing

Or more accurately input into the computer

She did an hour’s over time to finish off

Traffic was terrible stop start all the way

She just wanted to get home and eat

School kids got on the bus

Here we go! Riga thought

All noisy mouthy barging pushing

She had been like that once

And still was according to Mil and Nick

Behaving like a brat for any reason

Two teens were unruly

One was a goth wearing a Him t shirt

Riga remembered that Finnish goth band

The teens were loud and gobby!

Banging into other passengers

Who were sat down

The taller goth banged into Riga

And stepped on her right foot

She warned them both

A dual sorry was said but it went on

The goth one did it twice more

This really pissed Riga off!

The bus stopped and some gals got off

Riga told the skinny one to sit down

He did so and she stared the goth out

Both teens exchanged insolent glances

That made the small gal furious!

She acted immediately

She stopped time dead

This immobilized the bus and everything

Time paused standing still

The teens were conscious of this

They couldn’t move only their eyes

Riga smirked and nodded

I’ll be back wait here don’t move!

She elbowed her way off the bus

Went and got her space ship

Took her time a couple of hours

Stopped first for a coffee at a café

Served herself as she’d stopped time

Left a couple of Euros on the counter

Then went to her disc

It was parked at her hiding place

Brought the craft online

Flew over to the bus

Hovered above it

Watched it thru the viewing window

It looked like a kid’s toy down there

In the middle of vehicles on the street

Her ship was fully visible

A pretty silver disc a hundred feet up

Nobody saw as they’re all paused in time

Except for the two teens

Who could only move their eyes

She knew both were scared

Riga brought the laser online

It hummed with power and energy

It was tuned it to the low setting

By mind control she selected the two teens

The system intuitively knew and went to work

The two teens abducted through the bus roof

And floated upwards in the green laser beam

One pissed himself and the other cried

A scene from a trashy sci-fi film!

Taken aboard her disc to the cargo bay

Held there in an invisible field

She went down to talk to them

This is where you learn your lesson lads

With a glare she scolded them

I told you to behave and stop being unruly

You never listened to me and continued

I had to tell you both three times

Do you have learning disabilities?

Are you special children? No?

I know you are called Juan and Pierre

You need to learn to listen

I will teach you while you are on my ship

Yes, it’s good you’re both scared

I am your mother, superior, teacher and God just now

You better follow all I say or else

After the lesson is over

I may take you to a cold place

In Antarctica is gets very cold

This day will test you like no other

Get ready to pass my tests

You both better be right

Now I will release you from the force field

Do not cause any more trouble

Do you both understand?

Now for your first test

Answer me one at a time

You answer first Pierre

Tell me the what 2 plus 2 is?

And what is the world’s tallest mountain Juan?

Remember that Antarctica is very cold…

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Sunday, 14 December 2025

cool poems

 

Make small moody gal/more famous than pilots, goths/morning dew mist juice

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Space Love

Pink bra strap

Shoulder almost hidden

Hint of small boobs

Under her blouse

Quite a slim gal

Quiet smile with depth

Depth of personality

Inside within waiting

To be found release

A kiss eyes shut

Hold her close whisper

Those words mean it

Oh she reacts

Waiting for what?

Animals crystals aura

Take her to nature

We kiss some more

And there we are

Our business our kisses

High in clouds no rain

Snow falls ether flows

Her and I her long ago

Where are we now?

Together on a different world

Different beings we the same

Our kisses the same

We met on Earth

Far and long ago

Hold her close

Just like that

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Hidden Books

The unpublished books are still on the system

Hiding in plain sight or not wanting to be found

Leave us alone we are fine we don’t want

To be published again for we like silence

And solitude from being unpublished

Not read passed along discussed etc

Just leave us be we hide like the small gal

Her who went No Contact hiding where she can

The books are the same so email the support

Help find my unpublished ebooks that hide

Give them a poke wake them up

Let them be seen published read

Rather than hiding I don’t know where

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One Armed Bandit

See the one-armed bandit by the general store

He’s pestering people for money

Holding out a paper cup with his sad look

He asked me after I bought orange juice

No I said and ignored him

So he went on to beg with others

Who also refused this youngish guy

Who had half a hand missing

His good hand held the cup

He can still work or do a job

He can write poetry or tell a story

He can be a singer in a band

Do something creative and smile

Not be a beggar who others ignore

Imagine the guy with half a hand

Writing shattering poetry

Or singing heavy metal songs

Why didn’t I suggest that to him?

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Wednesday, 10 December 2025

Riga Euro Canard Love

 

 

 


Riga Euro Canard Love

My documenting a great love affair I had while working in Europe making jet fighters. This happened in one of my realities.

 

2016 January/May. I worked in CASA in Spain for 4 months making Eurofighters. Two guys were interested in me. I ignored both as was very stressed doing the new aerospace job. I left to see my dad in the Bangladesh. I said that if I ever go back to CASA I'll get a boyfriend. That's just what I did. There were no real plans tho. My bad there. 

 

October 4 2021. I started at CASA again. Now I had four years in aerospace production. 

 

May 19 2022. Pedro from instruments asked me out. We went out for two and a half years. 

 

2024 

September 17. My dad died. The start of me changing. I stopped talking to Pedro and calling him love. Turned to family/others for support not him. 

 

September 23. We all flew to Dhaka and went my dad's wake. Pedro included. 

 

Early October I went to the doctor as I was depressed and not sleeping properly. I found out I’m ill with heart. disease/angina/high blood/osteo in my back. It was all genetic, my parents legacy.

 

November 4. I left Pedro. Very bad break up. He was ill with flu. He gave 1st resignation letter in. He later rescinded it.

 

2025 

January onwards. I stopped personal conversations with him face to face, by etxt and online. I had no calls this year off Pedro. I removed notifications off his messenger massages/calls and blocked his mobile number/texts.

 

I started avoiding him and hid from him. This went on for months. He found my hiding places. I was often mad stressed or irate with me when he did. If he saw me going to hide and said he wants to join me I was nasty to him and said go away or it's my down time. 

 

March. We had a big row. He gave a second resignation letter in. Later rescinded it. I talked him out of it and said he'd be starting again in a new job after three and a half years in CASA. Making jet fighters is a very special job.

 

Pedro was applying for jobs on a Saturday. He got my msg saying I had a twisted heart. He jokes my heart is twisted the way I treated him! He stayed in CASA due to this. 

 

April? I said don't msg me a lot to me. He was upset and thought I meant not at all. No, not a lot I told him.

 

July. There were more rows. One time I said don't sit next to me on the bench. Sit on the other one. I was messaging another worker. He came and sat next to me. His usual happy self. Pedro was upset andwent inside. He sent me a msg saying that's hypocritical behaviour and not fair. 

 

Pedro did his first song about me. Cover photo was of me. I gave permission. He got a song disc sent to my house. I wasn’t happy and didn't play it. 

 

I was cold and distant to him. I apologized for this in messenger. 

 

July? Pedro sat on the same bench as me on lunch. I was cold and distant to him no personal talk. A worker joined us and sat on the other bench. I chatted and laughed with him. I called him beshy or best friend. We looked at my day on FB. Pedro went inside sent me a msg of how bad it is. You’re cold to me but close to your worker. 

 

August or September. Pedro went to my hiding place after he saw me going there. He brought me a crystal off the mountain. I took it. The day later I sent him a nasty msg saying I will report him to HR if he asks me again do I miss what we had before together? And if he doesn’t respect my decision to be away from him. 

 

September. He called my best friend when he was applying for jobs. Talked to her for an hour on me. Got her to ask me a few questions as he wanted to verify the answers. Did Riga miss what we had? Still love him? My reply was I’m way passed all that and have moved on. She asked me this for Pedro. I was mad at this. I got my friend to block Pedro days later.

 

September 7. I blocked Pedro’s FB/IG accounts.

 

September 9. Pedro gave his final resignation letter in. 

 

He saw me in work and said he’s leaving. The told me this before and I said she knew. I never mentioned my friend. He asked why she blocked him? I gave no real reply. I still accepted his daily Snow Bear sweets. This went on for months. A sweet a day. Some had stones in but he told me not to eat these. 

 

October 3 Pedro’s last shift in Casa making Eurofighters. He saw me. I was busy on my phone. He could've talked to me but didn't want to part after any potential row. He saw me again minutes later going back off break. Told me this is his last shift. Good luck I said. Keep in touch he replied. I never did. 

 

October 6. He signed his clearance in CASA. His second longest job was there for 4 years. He left due to me treating him coldly and going No Contact. It was his time to move on and protect his sanity. Not possible to work with an ex. If I was his friend he'd stay. 75% of this is on me. He had his moods. I made my decisions and he only found out due to my attitude changing. Eg sending no msgs or blocking him. I never told him we were not friends. 

 

October 30 Pedro started at Dassault making Rafales. Three there knew me. And out of 16 of them 6 were from CASA. Pete knew me. He was in CASA from 2011/18. I started in CASA in 2013. Jiya saw us together on the bus in 24. Brown knew me and was told I’m one to watch as a supervisor. 

 

December. Pedro saw my old August FB public post in Google where I said I had an old flame and think of him at times. And want to be with him but can live without this being so. It was a deep emotional confession. It's not about Pedro. I never told him this while together. The old flame never worked out before. It was years or decades ago.

 

December 10. Pedro went to Madrid on a trip. He walked past CASA as I finished at about 7am. There was no sign of me or anyone he knew. There are other things not on this list. He still writes his Riga songs based on me. On album 5 now. My legacy he says. The character based on Riga. He’s still sad on me. He sent me an email and said the rejection is the worst at me not wanting to be friends or talk to him. Months of it. I said we were friends but we never were. I was one he wanted to keep hold of. Instead there is nothing. The longer it goes on the harder it will be to be friends. All this mess would need talking about. I would need to apologize how I treated him in 2025. And start having personal conversation with him again. Much is wrong and he doesn't think it can be fixed. Why would he want a person who treated him so badly in 2025 in his life?! Due to him still loving me he wants me in his life. I am Riga and I moved on. Pedro has to move too for his sanity and life. He wishes me all the best and hopes I meet someone right for me. Then he will finally be free of me in that regard. I did this list to be clear of the happenings and dates. I'm already forgetting some. I will look up my old flame in Dhaka. Maybe…

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